Changing Practices

I had an ultrasound this morning for baby 3.  Things looked good and I finally got a due date!! February 16, 2008! Just what I thought.  Baby was moving all over, heart beating and looking like a ginat blob.  The part that sucked was that 1 I didnt want to be there, I feel like it was unecessary to do an u/s in the first place.  I had sex ONCE that month.  I know when I conceived.  2 the lady doing it was a giant bitch.  So much that I called and complained about her. 

I am thinking about switching offices.  I love the midwifes but their staff sucks.  That really makes the appts unbearable.  Not to mention that I always spend way more time waiting than I do with a person.  Thats no longer acceptable to me. 

At any rate, I am overcoming my fears of telling people I want a different birthing experience.  I dont care who says they wont be there anymore.  Thats not ok to me to tell someone those things.  Those are scare tactics and Im done.  I want to be respected.  I dont want to be treated like shit anymore by offices that get paid WAY too much money to treat me that way. 

I think I will be making some calls today.  Im just not happy where i am. 

I'll try to scan pics later of baby bean.  If I can figure out how my scanner works, LOL!!


In other news, my sister is getting married in two days.  OMG two days.  My baby girl!  I am so excited.  I cannot wait. I finished her speech last night and got all my stuff together.  (although I need to run to target in a few to pick up some last minute things.)  I cannot wait! I will post pics when its over!!

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