I'm ovulating this weekend. I want a third baby so badly but there is something holding me back. I am so terrified of delivery. I want to have a water birth, but need some reassurance about it. The only option i have is home birth... I am so fucking angry that they took all of my options away. I wish that I had the self confidence and support to do a homebirth, but honestly i wonder if i would punk out or not... i cannot have a c section again. cant. wont. Current Mood: angry
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