I had an ultrasound this morning for baby 3. Things looked good and I finally got a due date!! February 16, 2008! Just what I thought. Baby was moving all over, heart beating and looking like a ginat blob. The part that sucked was that 1 I didnt want to be there, I feel like it was unecessary to do an u/s in the first place. I had sex ONCE that month. I know when I conceived. 2 the lady doing it was a giant bitch. So much that I called and complained about her.
I am thinking about switching offices. I love the midwifes but their staff sucks. That really makes the appts unbearable. Not to mention that I always spend way more time waiting than I do with a person. Thats no longer acceptable to me.
At any rate, I am overcoming my fears of telling people I want a different birthing experience. I dont care who says they wont be there anymore. Thats not ok to me to tell someone those things. Those are scare tactics and Im done. I want to be respected. I dont want to be treated like shit anymore by offices that get paid WAY too much money to treat me that way.
I think I will be making some calls today. Im just not happy where i am.
I'll try to scan pics later of baby bean. If I can figure out how my scanner works, LOL!!
In other news, my sister is getting married in two days. OMG two days. My baby girl! I am so excited. I cannot wait. I finished her speech last night and got all my stuff together. (although I need to run to target in a few to pick up some last minute things.) I cannot wait! I will post pics when its over!!
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